Last year was reportedly red, this year is such heart shaped and all pink.

Gods lives in us, and only matter of time is, when any of them will wake up, becouse he/she will felt, that her time is come and he can show all his glory.

And right now inside of me Venus was born.

Medusa was in Greek mythology, one of the three Gorgon sisters, a terrible monster with snakes instead of hair. Anyone who looked into her eyes, has been changed into stone.

I will get visit on Sunday and even in dreams I don`t know what should I make for lunch. Something that can be made in five minutes, but it would looked like I was cooking for 3 days. And one or two cleaners it would be also good to have. I really don`t know what to do; start to to think what should I cook, which is very difficult, because he don`t want to tell me what does he like or not, and when I look round apartment... well after atomic bomb wouldn`t be such a chaos like we have, so I say to myself that I must anyway tidy up first, which is more easily to say as to make. I even don't know how and where to start. I can't put things in the closets any more becouse they are totaly full already and if I start making order in closets I won`t be finish till end of the summer....and again, I still don`t know what to coock.

Freedom is the dream of every creature on this planet and everyone stare to total freedom, but it is unreachable, and some discovered that sooner and some later. In particular, for each step in the next degree of freedom will require strong will, becouse the price for this step become higher and higher. And no one can push you to this step, if you don't want to make it.

In my opinion it is scientifically proven that I have the most golden boy in the world. three days ago, for the modern eighth of March( I mean Mather day), children in the kindergarten planted flovers for mothers and every baby has had to write something about his/her mom, which become pretty funny stuff.

"I love my mommy. She doesn`t go to work, but work at home and likes to cook with me" so cute and he was embarrassed when I read what he said about me. And when he gave me his gifts we went ater Rosa, who also had a gift card for mom, just she did not want to give it away.... at least until card split into prime factors, during we were in the park.

But this is not essential.

In the evening when we finally arrived home, I become so lazy, not that I work and cook and cleaning all the time normaly, becouse that is not thrue... and I loudly said how nice it would be if we have someone to cook, wash, and in particular to clean my kitchen and my golden boy took footstool and go wash dishes. I have realy good life!

Sadness is condition of a individual within certain moment, that is not important for environment that still forward develops and blooms.